And then I feel bad. The problem is in predicting what I will do. My accuracy in predicting my own behavior has a very short half-life - maybe seconds after the prediction is made, we get to even odds I'll do it.
By the time we get to months, my predictions look like wild guesses. Beginning about a year later, I have a perfect zero rate of accuracy.
I owe a lot of people phone calls.
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Food and Diet Section
Today's Weight: 212.8 lbs
Food and Diet Section
2013 Daily Weight |
Yesterday's Weight: 212.2 lbs
Day Net Loss/Gain: + 1.0 lbs
Diet Comment
A little heat-beating cheat yesterday, and look where I am. Damn.
Food Log
BreakfastCocoa-kale-hemp-chia protein shake: Almond milk, kale, a large egg, cocoa, hemp seeds, chia seeds, vanilla whey powder (24g protein), cinnamon, vanilla, psyllium and stevia-inulin blend.
Lunch
Roasted turkey, red bean and egg salad on Spring Mix greens with red cabbage. |
Dinner
Grass-fed beef burger with fried onions and peppers on coconut Paleo bread with mashed "faux-tatoes" (cauliflower, butter, salt and pepper) and red cabbage slaw. |
Coffee: 28 oz. Water: 160+ oz.
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You do much more good than not. I don't think you need to apologize for yourself. Love you
ReplyDeleteAnd thanks to Andy and Denny- I am trying to let go and just be. Not easy.
Joan - i agree that it is not easy, but i think it is worthwhile, when you consider the alternatives.
ReplyDeleteKen - Ken that tries to predict his behavior is not the same person in the same circumstances as Ken who must follow through, however future Ken , if he is in a present state can decide to complete the commitments now hanging over him from past selves, or decide not to do so. no guilt or self recriminations required.
Light, Love, Compassion = andy
Far be it for me to correct anyone else, but, dear brother and sister, my wife's name is D-e-n-i-e. just a misspellment. - -lov
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