When I asked the first friend why he thought the other friend was mad at him, he said it was because he hadn't gotten a couple of phone calls returned. I told him the same was true for me, and as far as I knew, nobody was mad at me.
Then I sent the following text to my friend: "Is everything ok? Are you mad at me?"
I didn't get an answer until the following morning: "All good. Crazy week."
Paranoia is contagious.
But, like all fear, it is irrational, and it is based on being out of touch with the present - of thinking of past things or projecting future things. We're all programmed to do it - all of us. A lucky (and usually, hard-working) few manage to stay well-grounded in the moment. I find I can usually maintain myself in that place, or at least have an awareness that it is there, and understand the consequences of not being in it.
But I do occasionally get caught out, and, in the heat of the moment, forget what I know.
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Today's Weight: 207.2 lbs
Food and Diet Section
First-half year 2013 daily weight |
Yesterday's Weight: 205.0 lbs
Day Net Loss/Gain: + 2.2 lbs
Diet Comment
As expected, I was done in by dinner at a place that served absolutely no un-breaded un-fried vegetables. It was a pretty good hamburger, not a great one, but new friends were involved, and friendship supersedes anything. I will recover. But it will take some time, especially if I keep cheating the way I ended up the night today.
Food Log
BreakfastSkipped.
Lunch
Dinner
Simple chili (ground beef, black beans, tomatoes and seasoning) on cauliflower. Not shown: Celery and home-made mayonnaise. |
Liquid Intake
Coffee: 30 oz, Water: 92+ oz.
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Good catch (on being irrational with yourself) everything ok in my corner. Love you
ReplyDeleteYes, self-awareness seems to have its own rewards when it isn't accompanied by doubts and fear. Glad things are going well for you, and love you, too.
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