Post 2573
- 9 years and 363 days since I started this blog -
I remembered. something today - one of those. memories that seemingly comes with no prompting, no. stimulus.
I was in second grade. There was this kid, Stu - I can't remember his last name. He was, like me, an attention-seeking class clown. He used to try and get me in trouble.
Every time I tried to thwart him, he would go to the teacher and accuse me of doing what he did. If I tried to defend myself, he would talk over me.
I was in second grade. There was this kid, Stu - I can't remember his last name. He was, like me, an attention-seeking class clown. He used to try and get me in trouble.
Every time I tried to thwart him, he would go to the teacher and accuse me of doing what he did. If I tried to defend myself, he would talk over me.
What a dick.
I got very frustrated. I wasn't a fighter, really, but if I'd thought I could beat him up, I would have. He didn't think I could either, or he wouldn't have done it in the. first place.
Luckily, it didn't last long - I stopped engaging, stopped talking with him. After first trying to provoke me, he got bored, I guess, and it stopped.
I got very frustrated. I wasn't a fighter, really, but if I'd thought I could beat him up, I would have. He didn't think I could either, or he wouldn't have done it in the. first place.
Luckily, it didn't last long - I stopped engaging, stopped talking with him. After first trying to provoke me, he got bored, I guess, and it stopped.
The memory came complete with emotional recall, and I had to do my 'letting go' exercise, because those emotions didn't serve me then, and certainly don't serve me now, sixty years later.
I'm grateful for all my past, which has delivered me to my 'Now'.
I'm grateful for all my past, which has delivered me to my 'Now'.
Previous Weight (12/24/20): 202.6 lbs.
Net Loss/Gain: + 0.4 lbs.
Diet Comment
Food Log
Breakfast
1:05pm: A LEO (eggs, smoked salmon, onions), and oatmeal with chia seeds, hemp seeds, wild blueberries, raspberries and blackberries, cinnamon, stevia and kefir.
Lunch
Skipped.
Dinner
7:05pm: Vegetarian sloppy joe (Quorn Grounds, Wegman's 'Grandpa's Sauce', kale, spinach) and brussels sprouts with olive oil and shaved parmesan cheese. Also, a Quest bar.
Snack
10:30pm: Whipped cottage cheese with blueberries, blackberries, raspberries, walnuts, vanilla and stevia.
Liquid Intake
1:05pm: A LEO (eggs, smoked salmon, onions), and oatmeal with chia seeds, hemp seeds, wild blueberries, raspberries and blackberries, cinnamon, stevia and kefir.
Lunch
Skipped.
Dinner
7:05pm: Vegetarian sloppy joe (Quorn Grounds, Wegman's 'Grandpa's Sauce', kale, spinach) and brussels sprouts with olive oil and shaved parmesan cheese. Also, a Quest bar.
Snack
10:30pm: Whipped cottage cheese with blueberries, blackberries, raspberries, walnuts, vanilla and stevia.
Liquid Intake
Espressos: 2; Coffee: 24 oz.; Water: 84+ oz.;
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