Post 2799
- 12 years and 88 days since I started this blog -
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| February 20, 2022 |
Daily Comment
Because no human, and nothing man-made, is perfect, I tend to view the concept of perfection as fantasy. A worthy but unachievable goal.
I had to learn to forgive myself for being less than perfect, and that is one of the lessons that helped me achieve and perpetuate my happiness.
I think that because I have been happy for so long, some people think to some degree, me and my life are perfect. That I know something that less-than-perfect people (everybody, or in this respect, everybody else) doesn't know.
I had to learn to forgive myself for being less than perfect, and that is one of the lessons that helped me achieve and perpetuate my happiness.
I think that because I have been happy for so long, some people think to some degree, me and my life are perfect. That I know something that less-than-perfect people (everybody, or in this respect, everybody else) doesn't know.
It's puzzling and somewhat laughable to me. I know I'm far from perfect.
I believe I certainly proved it tonight at I am Fool rehearsal, when my relentless difference of opinion with J. about preparing for the upcoming gig at the end of April frustrated him to the point where he angrily stormed out at the end, after making me responsible for making the set list and running rehearsals.
I hate that he is angry with me. I wish we could have found common ground and resolved our differences without the emotion, especially without anger, frustration and the pain that comes along with it.
I love J. and I can't stand the thought that he is angry with me, but love and anger are often companions in this less-than-perfect world. I am sure we will work through it.
I'm grateful for being allowed to be in I am Fool for more than eleven years.
Today's Weight: 198.3 lbs.
Previous Weight (3/28/22): 198.6 lbs.
Net Loss/Gain: - 0.3 lbs.
Diet Comment
This is actually the gain over the last two days. Eating a lot, including a bit more salt than usual, is to blame.
Lunch
Skipped.
Dinner
11:50pm: Lentil curry with kale and spinach, over riced cauliflower.
Liquid Intake
Food Log
Breakfast
2:35pm: Oatmeal + (rolled oats, chia and hemp seeds, nutritional yeast, whey protein, bananas, blueberries, strawberries, oat milk, espresso, Greek yogurt, kefir).
2:35pm: Oatmeal + (rolled oats, chia and hemp seeds, nutritional yeast, whey protein, bananas, blueberries, strawberries, oat milk, espresso, Greek yogurt, kefir).
Lunch
Skipped.
Dinner
11:50pm: Lentil curry with kale and spinach, over riced cauliflower.
Liquid Intake
Espressos: 1; Coffee: 18 oz.; Water: 48+ oz.;
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