Post 1450, Day 168 of 2015
- 1,629 days since I started this blog -
- 1,629 days since I started this blog -
Daily Comment
People are crazy.
I know, usually I stay away from controversy, but the idea that I am crazy, you are crazy and we are all crazy just now occurred to me.
That last statement isn't crazy, it's just a lie. I have believed in my own craziness and everyone else's for as long as I've had any notion of what crazy was. Given my family history, that's a long time.
I think it is relevant, because here in Syracuse, many people think odd things about me, like that I'm completely sane, or completely crazy. Of course, what they think is none of my business, but it is amusing to me, in a wry, detached, Moliere-absurd sort of way.
This is because I came here fairly and totally broken, and my history here has been one of recovery, with most of my local friendships commencing after a considerable amount of healing had taken place. No knowledge of my life before relocating here was known, and little has come to light.
So everything here lacks context. Reinventing myself in such a situation was that much easier.
Back to crazy: You really are! Me, too.
I celebrate our common bond.
Food and Diet Section
Today's Weight: 209.6 lbs
Today's Weight: 209.6 lbs
Previous Weight (6/16): 208.6 lbs
Day Net Loss/Gain: + 1.0 lbs
Diet Comment
Well, that's a little disappointing. My four Quest bars with a celery and mayonnaise kicker at midnight may be entirely responsible. If so, tomorrow will be better.Diet Comment
Two Quest bars.
Lunch
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| Roasted turkey breast chopped salad: shaved Parmesan cheese, baby kale, baby spinach, chard, cole slaw mix and balsamic vinaigrette. |
Expecting to eat at the gig, I ended up skipping dinner, eating a Quest bar at the end of the night.
Liquid Intake
Coffee: 28 oz. Water: 72+ oz.
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We are all Bozos on this bus. Yes , we're all crazy. Yes, we're all sane. Expectations have been constantly disappointed. Now, i am going to quote myself, because certain things i've written seem relevant.
ReplyDeleteYou are not what They think You are.
They are not what They or You think.
You are not what You think You are.
You are not what I think you are.
I am not what They, or You, or I think.
- Love the Mystery -
and
Don't bother with memories and other thoughts,
Now
The coffee is boiling over.
Smells good!
- CompassionLoveLight -
p.s.
DeleteYou were never, ever broken.
- LightLoveCompassion -
pp.s.
DeleteYou just needed a tuning. We all need that.
- Love -
Good thoughts, Andy. No matter my poor choice of words, my friends up here know very little of my life before I got here, so lack context for me.
ReplyDeleteNow is the only context. Nothing and nobody is lacking in context. We are not now what we think or think we thought we were. Your friends are seeing you just as you are now, though I doubt that any understand what we are seeing.
ReplyDelete- LightLoveCompassion -